Proper punishment

I havent been very active the past months, i felt sore somehow. But inside myself, the urge kept working, and found its way to surface.
I started to feel uneasy somehow, very irritable. And then found out what was behing it, my guilt, feeling dirty, which has zo be treated, that measures have to be taken upon.
Of course there is no other thing than the noose,
the only way for me to atone appropriately.

Of course i couldnt do that without Mistresses permission.
I didnt want to bother her, because of that, as i know how busy she is, but being the sloppy boy i am i did that eventually...
Mistress granted my wish lavishly.

And so i finally strangled my self.
I got on my knees, with a broom in my back, a noose around my neck, with one end tied to the put up end of the broom, hands fixed in my back around the broom.
I lower my position, and get strangled by the noose.

I feeled very dirty, very distorted by doing it, discredited by my self.
And thats the point, the reality the noose reveales about me, im not only a sloppy boy, i like it, and i like to feel the proper punischment for that.

And i didnt need my hands to cum, my winkie stands eagerly as soon as i feel the pull from the noose. Until i came gasping, spurted my semen on the floor, wrung out by the noose.

I feel releaved, and fundamentally exhausted and
clean again.

I hope you enjoy this report, Mistress....

your worthless slave

If you meet a (hang)woman....

...dont forget the noose...!, and just as Nietzsche intended, i would bring with me a noose, when facing my executrix, kneel before her and present it to her, so she could carry out swift punishment on the slob in front of her.

Yes there was the poll, visitors, at least those replying, seem to be well focused. To the two of you: i humbly accept your verdict...

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Mi thirst was a strong as ever. And i was so very imaptient.
And Mistress gave me her allowance. Under the condition to reveal everything.

I got myself naked.
And i wrapped a scarf around my neck, tied its ends together and attached a stick to it.
A perfect garotte.
I went on my knees and started to turn and tighten the scarf.
A strangulation instantly has an impact on the whole body, heartbeat quickens, it gets hot, every muscle is under alert and tension, panic is rising. Entwined with a profound feeling of punishment.
And while continually reducing the air, i started to fantasize how it could be like:

How Mistress would strap it on and have me on my knees. Worshipping her power with my mouth. And then how she would tie me up carefully, get me in place, and penetrate me, all slow and easly.. at first.
And how it would be her, to turn of the air, to make me squirm under her, like the naughty boy i am.
How she would ram and strangle me, ever harder, ever more intensivelly...

Quickly i came on the floor.